Layla

My thoughts for the day.

Need more fuel to boost the engine.

1 more strike and you kiss good bye to Suzie.

At the end of the day, whatever feelings you have for me, you'll always find me there next to you.

Here we go again

Back to school tomorrow!
New things to learn!
Yay!
I hope my next holiday comes fast.

Confidence

I have difficulties in showing my confidence. I don't know why. Is like when I'm in a tight situation I tend to think too much that i actually shrink. When i try to have a conversation or start one i tend to think that i will get embarrassed and thus i become like a mouse when i talk.I also tend to loose it when i think someone is better than me.A feeling like he knows the whole damn world! Where as i don't..

So my solution is I'm gonna start reading books that help me. Not those self help books. Those books that i can read to improve my knowledge and also improve my language. Start being more open to people around me. So what if they are better than me. I bet i can do something or know something that they don't know.I'll try not to be a mouse when i talk so that people can hear what i have to say. Slowly, as each day pass by i will have confidence in myself.

Holidays

Yay!
Holidays are here!
What am I going to do!?

1 more paper than.....

1 more paper to go and than its HOLIDAY TIME! WhooHoo!

Currently I'm trying to cramp as much information to my head for tomorrow paper because tomorrow paper requires me to use my memory.I hope my memory don't fail me.


I'm thinking of finding a part time job to earn a bit of extra $ during the holidays. Any1 here with a part time job to offer? Drop a comment if you have 1.
If you also know a cheap car rental shop, leave a comment. Thanks.

Off to cramp more information! Arghhhh!!!

Licensed still cant drive

Yay! I've accomplished getting my car license after 1 year. Now I'm probation for another year. I still cant hit the roads because my parents wont let me. Oh well, looks like i got to wait when my time is right.Its sooner or later they will let me drive on the road. For the time being, I'll wait...

Things i want to do

I'm bored so i'm planning a list on what i want to do in my life:

1. catch a fish
2. get married
3. get laid
4. have kids
5. own a car
6. invent something useful
7. travel around the world
   
8. throw a cake at people who have annoyed me
9. play the guitar
10. have my own home
11. sky diving
12. scuba diving
13. climb a tree
14. swim with the dolphins
15. invest in a shop
    
16. snow boarding
17. surfing
18. skate boarding
19. wake boarding
20. play football regularly
21. go on a cruise
22. touch 4d
23. touch toto
24. be an engineer
25. get a diploma

well cant think of anymore...will update this list.

What I feel

I feel that you're far away but in my heart you're always there.

I feel small when i'm with you and your friends cause i'm afraid that i'm not intellectually there.

I admire the conversations that you have with your friends.

Trust me i would love to have that kind of conversation with you cause i want to feel and also make you feel that i can talk about anything when i'm with you.

I want to make you feel the happiness and joy, just like when you're with your friends.

Yes i do know that i'm comparing because i envy everything you do with your friends right now.

Yes i do know that it is different when you're with me.

I should put in extra effort to make you feel special.

I'm willing to change for the better

My greatest fear is losing you.

I don't want to lose you just becasue I am nt he person that you want me to be.

Without you my life would be empty.

I cherish the love i get from you cause it is forever melting my heart.

Thats why i thank him above, for letting me be with you.

Thank you for being with me and loving me everyday of your life

Holiday/School

Ah..Holidays..filled with excitement, things to do, planning an outing..but as it comes to the end, school mood starts kicking in. Projects to complete, assignments to do and, I have got to sit for 2 papers in september. THerefore, I had better start cracking my brains and hit the books. To tell you the truth, i didnt realy do much during my holidays. Although i did spend my 1st week of holidays with auds before she started sch. Afterwhich, I didnt do much. The past few days, i did some hsework,bummed around,and went gallavanting Ssoon the hse will be quiet. My mom n sis will be off to england for a holiday. although i do have my dad, but u know..i dont really talk to him much. Anyway, i'll have auds and some of the boys to hang out with, so it is not that bad. i'm looking forward to sch so at least i can occupy myself .

Tuesday with Morrie

I must say this book is a good book. I got to thank auds for encouraging me to read this book. I'm still in the midst of it. I like 1 pharse so far. Here it is:

"So many people walk around with a meaningless life. They seem half-asleep,

even when they're busy doing things they think are important. This is

because they're busy chasing the wrong things. The way you get

meaning into your life is to devote yourself to loving others,

devote yourself to your community around you, and

devote yourself to creating something

that gives you purpose and meaning"

If you ever see this book on the shelf, i suggest you read it. Have a gd day!

Her

This post is for the girl who is now a big part of my life. Her name is Audrey.

The 1st time i met her was when we were attending nursery together. After a few years later, met her again at a coffee shop celebrating her brother's b'day. From than on, i never regretted meeting her. I enjoy every minute being by her side.

So whenever u r sad gir,i'm there to wipe ur tears away. Whenever u're angry, i'm there to listen to ur fustration. whenver u're stress, i'll just be there by ur side and trying my best to make u laugh. although i dont show it, i'm still trying my best do it.I'll keep on trying, no matter how frustating or difficult it can be.

Auds,i love you,girl.

noyglum-baggins

I didnt mean to name my blog noyglum-baggins. I didnt know why they couldnt accept noyglum. Since they suggested me this name, i just used it.

Anyway, noyglum can mean anything like what the noyglum or noyglum lah. Feel free to spread and use it. Noy Glum People! Maybe i should start a revolution with it.

Again

I have decided to try blogging again. The 1st attempt was due to laziness. =)

Do come and read if u r bored and hope my post will entertain you.

Now lets see what i can blog.