Things i want to do

I'm bored so i'm planning a list on what i want to do in my life:

1. catch a fish
2. get married
3. get laid
4. have kids
5. own a car
6. invent something useful
7. travel around the world
   
8. throw a cake at people who have annoyed me
9. play the guitar
10. have my own home
11. sky diving
12. scuba diving
13. climb a tree
14. swim with the dolphins
15. invest in a shop
    
16. snow boarding
17. surfing
18. skate boarding
19. wake boarding
20. play football regularly
21. go on a cruise
22. touch 4d
23. touch toto
24. be an engineer
25. get a diploma

well cant think of anymore...will update this list.

What I feel

I feel that you're far away but in my heart you're always there.

I feel small when i'm with you and your friends cause i'm afraid that i'm not intellectually there.

I admire the conversations that you have with your friends.

Trust me i would love to have that kind of conversation with you cause i want to feel and also make you feel that i can talk about anything when i'm with you.

I want to make you feel the happiness and joy, just like when you're with your friends.

Yes i do know that i'm comparing because i envy everything you do with your friends right now.

Yes i do know that it is different when you're with me.

I should put in extra effort to make you feel special.

I'm willing to change for the better

My greatest fear is losing you.

I don't want to lose you just becasue I am nt he person that you want me to be.

Without you my life would be empty.

I cherish the love i get from you cause it is forever melting my heart.

Thats why i thank him above, for letting me be with you.

Thank you for being with me and loving me everyday of your life

Holiday/School

Ah..Holidays..filled with excitement, things to do, planning an outing..but as it comes to the end, school mood starts kicking in. Projects to complete, assignments to do and, I have got to sit for 2 papers in september. THerefore, I had better start cracking my brains and hit the books. To tell you the truth, i didnt realy do much during my holidays. Although i did spend my 1st week of holidays with auds before she started sch. Afterwhich, I didnt do much. The past few days, i did some hsework,bummed around,and went gallavanting Ssoon the hse will be quiet. My mom n sis will be off to england for a holiday. although i do have my dad, but u know..i dont really talk to him much. Anyway, i'll have auds and some of the boys to hang out with, so it is not that bad. i'm looking forward to sch so at least i can occupy myself .