Something about you

I don’t know where to begin
I don’t know how to get out there to see you
I don’t know where to dig in.
I don’t know how to get in there¡­to feel you

It’s been to long and I’m about to be in time for me
It’s been to long and I’m in time

Baby there’s something about you that
I can hold on to
I’m going to hold on to that
Baby there’s something about you that
I can hold on to
I’m going to hold on to that

I never thought I would win
I never thought much about that.
(it’s been a long time coming)
I never stopped to begin
Thinking about the process.
(it’s been a long time coming)

It’s been to long and I’m about to be in time for me
It’s been to long and I’m in time

Baby there’s something about you that
I can hold on to
I’m going to hold on to that
Baby there’s something about you that
I can hold on to
I’m going to hold on to that

I don’t know where to begin
I don’t know how to get out there to see you

Baby there’s something about you that
I can hold on to
I’m going to hold on to that
Baby there’s something about you that
I can hold on to
I’m going to hold on to that

It’s been a long time coming
I’m going to hold on to that

Sunday....

Got up early and went for 645 mass. Kept thinking of audrey. Reliase that I won't be seeing her later on the day. Reliase how much I miss her and would have done anything just to be next to her. It made me a bit sad, but I tried to keep a positive mind set and stay strong. That she'll be coming back soon and time will past fast. I hope it does. Anyway, I hope I'll be able to see her online and talk to her for awhile. Time now to stay focus on things. Stay strong.

Booking in later on at night. So I ought go prepare my stuff and get somethings done.

To audrey, hope you're enjoying yourself. Stay strong.I'm proud of you. Pray, whenever you feel lonely,sad,worried,fear and scared and he'll be there next to you watching over you,hearing your troubles and guiding you.Take care of yourself.

Love you,girl.

Hanging By The Moment

desperate for changing
starving for truth
closer to where I started
chasing after you

I'm falling even more in love with you
letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you

forgetting all I'm lacking
completely incomplete
I'll take your invitation
you take all of me now

I'm falling even more in love with you
letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you

I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
and I don't know what I'm diving into
just hanging by a moment here with you

there's nothing else to lose
there's nothing else to find
there's nothing in the world
that could change my mind
there is nothing else
there is nothing else
there is nothing else

desperate for changing
starving for truth
closer to where I started
chasing after you

I'm falling even more in love with you
letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you

I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
and I don't know what I'm diving intoPublish Post
just hanging by a moment here with you
just hanging by a moment
hanging by a moment
hanging by a moment
hanging by a moment here with you

Learned and Discoverd

My army life has thought me somethings on life.
1. How much I really miss audrey and all the love.
2.Learned how to really express my emotions.
3.Learned new things from people.
4.Streghting my mental strength.
5.Made new friends.
6. Having a new hair look. haha.

The first few days of army was hard cause I was trying to adjust to my new style of life. It was even harder cause I didn't have my girl around. None the less, I tried to think positve. I have my best friends out there who I can turn too.I kept on msging audrey and I slowly warm up to the people in my bunk.Each morning I wake up, all I could ever think was audrey.So she's been my motivation for the pass 2 week and will be for the rest of my life. Audrey, have a good trip, come back safe and sound and I'll be waiting for you here.Be strong,girl.